This is a painting that I’ve been trying to get done for quite a while. Like many paintings, as soon as they’re finished, I haven’t yet got the distance to know how I feel about them.
That comes with time. Some of my favourite pieces only became so weeks or months after their completion.
For the Bear book I’m working on, I wanted to include the grayscale value study I had done earlier, but got it into my head that I should finish it. But honestly, I don’t yet know if I like the finished piece more than the sketch. It’s more detailed, of course, but I get far too invested in these paintings.
When I spend so much time in the details, the personality waxes and wanes and I no longer have a good perspective on them. It’s kind of like repeating a word over and over again to the point where it doesn’t sound right anymore.
And because you won’t find anybody more critical of my own work than me, there comes a time in a lot of paintings where I just feel it looks like garbage, there’s no saving it, and my best artwork is long behind me.
I am not fishing for compliments or extending an invitation to a pity party. This nasty distortion of perception and need to trash our own work seems to be something many artists share.
Early last week, I finally finished three separate dog portraits for a commission client, easily one of the most challenging projects I’ve ever done, which was unexpected. I’ll write about the lessons learned from those commissions in a later post.
I figured getting back to this painting of Skoki would be a nice breather and reset. But this book deadline is very close and that ticking clock is getting louder. And that siphons a lot of the enjoyment away from the work.
I had planned on recording more of it and publishing a video as well. We all consume a lot of video, rapidly scrolling through our feeds, but unless you record your own, you really don’t know the labour involved in writing, recording and editing each one. I just haven’t the time right now.
I have one more painting in progress that I want to finish for the book, and I’m going to try to record some of that, but I still have a lot of writing to do. I know what each topic is and where it goes. I just need to find the time to write it.
And though the layout is mostly done, I need to translate it into InDesign, a program I have never used. But it’s an Adobe product (insert fist-shaking and cursing here), so at least I know how they do things. I don’t think the mechanics of a book layout are that complicated, but I’m about to find out.
When I finished this painting and showed it to Shonna, she said there was a lot going on in the bottom half, meaning it might be a better painting if I eliminated some of it.
My first thought was, “But I spent HOURS on that!”
However, setting ego aside, I cropped it to a closer version, something I can do because the full painting is 40 inches tall at print resolution, and she might be right. Though I’ll include the whole painting in the book, I’m now thinking that when I do a print, I might just use this version.It highlights the face and personality, which is the hallmark of my artwork.
What do you think? If you were going to buy a print of this painting, which version would you prefer? The full body painting or the close crop? I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments.
Regardless, another piece done, one more to go, and then I’ve got all the images I need or want for the Bear book.
But with all the rest of it, still miles to go before I sleep.
Hello Patrick,
I would buy a full body painting of your bear – rather than the close crop.
I love the details – on the full body painting.
I have bought more of your greeting cards than I can count – from a shop near us. They keep ordering more cards in – and I keep buying more…..
I love your work – and it brings Joy to the people that I send the cards to.
All the best,
Rae
Thanks, Rae! I appreciate your collecting the art cards! Cheers!
Absolutely the close up one. I can really look at his face.
Thank you, Karen!
Skoki- what a face! However, the sitting part just makes him cuter! I would likely buy the crop so I can see his face better. Being in the Bookbinding business- I will surpass 1 million books bound this week- I know first hand how challenging it is to get a well laid out book. Well done for taking on the project!! Best of luck, I am sure it will be as wonderful as the rest of your work!
Thanks Mazell, it is indeed a challenge. I’m fortunate I have a publisher with a lot of experience. You really don’t know what you don’t know until you get into it.
Definitely the cropped version! Really emphasizes her face and personality.
Thanks, Cherie! Seems to be shaping up to be the majority vote on the closer crop. Cheers!
Hi Patrick,
We all agreed we’d prefer the close crop of your painting of Skoki. Shonna offers great advice and is much more in tune with the whole process than we are!!
Friendliest regards,
Barb & Gang
Thanks, Barb! Your vote definitely matters to me, considering your collection. I appreciate it.
I’m another one who prefers the cropped version Patrick!
Thanks!
The close up version feels better. Love & miss Skoki
Thank you. Yes, he was a special bear.
I prefer the close crop.
Thanks, buddy!
Love your stuff! You are so talented. Can’t wait for the book! Definitely the cropped version! Sorry ??
Thank you, Donna! Sorry is definitely not required. I’m glad I asked because the cropped is clearly the preferred option (received emails too) and I want to provide the version people like most. It also informs future painting choices. Hope you and Sheldon are having a good summer! Cheers.